Hiiiii , well today's the last sunday of the year. Erm church has this high praise thingy and i had to lead for the last two songs. I think ... no i screwed it quite much . Hmm december church plans are usually quite hectic , gonna be a celefareeee in tmr's skit ...
I haven been balancing my life well , totally screwed my girls' relationship by not hanging out, which im finger-crossing that it isnt that bad.
Had a talk w sili during rehearsal which made me think .. alot ? Hmm I thought i was going to go crazy when i actually meeet her in reaal life. But i was kinda happy for you. Dont know why i have this thought that she is actually playing w your feeelings .... Hmm okay nvr mind . Maybe to me you have become a family member like the rest rather than a crush? Its beeen a total of 4 yrs ?? Its time to move on