I hate myself for being an idiot for you.

I hate myself for not being hardworking enough.

I hate myself for being not close to god.

I hate myself every time.

Got so many things to say to you ,

but because i treasure us so much so i just kept my mouth shut.

Why cant other guys make me feel the same way.

Why cant i just forget you .

Its beeeeen so long , so long that maybe i .. just want to stay away.

Going your profile , seeing her with your attention gave me determination to letgo

In the end , it falls a little harder .

My heart became so strong because of you.

I need the punch to forget you instantly.

Sometimes being friends means forever together.