What hurts the most ........

I should find some time to look in the sky ,
using stars/clouds to form something.
Cause thats the most happiest thing that i could ever do .
Life has always been realistic.
Once you got a fail , you are out of the game.

Wrote something here ,
but realised that it has to be erased.
But just to let you know , it will be in my heart,
CARVED.